Friday, January 22, 2016

When I called you, My Friend!


In a sky full of stars, you seemed to shine so bright;
When trusting someone was so difficult, 
you seem to show me a way for some goodness;
At least I thought (that seems more appropriate)!
I called you my FRIEND! (mind you not a lot get called that way)
Some times you challenged my belief;
I thought you were so fake!
But the voice within me said, trust until you are deceived;
So here I go, trusting the newly met FRIEND !
What I didn't know was that you had a life that was broken that you try to mend;
And that life didn't have room for a faithful friend.
Don't know yet what it is,
that you were so embarrassed about..
Certain things you made me do, I barely did for the most closest to my heart;
But the way you made me feel empty, got no words to explain!
You were a coward, who couldn't step closer to me;
Who couldn't just appreciate my time I spent on you, yes JUST on you !
All you could do was stare and call me;
and you were just steps away !!
Was it embarrassment? Wasn't I good enough? 
Or was I chasing away your other options? (caz no one would think I am just a friend)
Breaking my heart was not what you did, let me tell you when I find a word for what you did!
So here's me walking away...
Well trust is a difficult thing, and one day you asked me why I am I so hard?
Why my heart is so toughen up?
Well, you now have an answer..
It is caz of people like you, who keeps on breaking the heart,
When I called you, MY FRIEND !