Daddy will you?

Sanity for my breakfast !

Lying on the bed and there runs my mind;

you have poisoned me with your charming smile..

unspoken words and a loud scream..

to save from sinking in insanity..

pinch me so I stay awake;

not drown in dreams that fade away..

eyes blink so fast watching distant images;

to have one more look at you,

before you fade.

being a stalker would have earned me millions;

thanks to you - the fading self!

Poisoned by your words and your presence;

adrenaline rush is what I feel.

my heart is a mystery, that I can vouch..

Neither I understand what kicks it alive..

wondering is all i do watching you..

to find that sparkle, my heart has seen..

well....

here rings my alarm, time to get out of my bed..

breakfast she shouts, my mum that is...

BUT...

here goes another morning...

with no food for breakfast ...caz you..

made me have my sanity instead !

In a relationship..

World seems to deceive me;

Guess it's taking me on a ride.

Getting me at the hellos;

Leaving my pride aside.

Don't trust my mind shouts loud;

Go with the flow shouts my heart.

Feels like a chaos in the darkness,

Road never seem to end..

A dark cloud that has eternally longed for,

the silver line - so my heart can mend..

Too many disappearing footsteps,

Too many starts that end !

Hey you! calls the invisible one;

get yourself back on track.

You look lost, he softly whispers;

To which I nodded back.

He says- I have never left you

I know darling, I tell him back..

He knows my sorrows and my pain;

My success and my joy;

He is been there throughout it all;

No matter how insane and coy;

Teach me again the ABCs...

Let the known be all destroyed!

So here I am finally falling in love;

With the only one I trust..

Learning the art of self respect;

Hard way I must..

I love how you stand by me all day;

Protecting all my secret lusts..

How I'd wish I can carve out you as a man

As God created human from dust;

World might seem beautiful for a while;

to hold hands and say we must;

Hey there..my own shadow;

Let my body, heart and soul ERUPT !!

I am strong in no body’s arms but mine!

 

ඉඩ දෙන්න සඳුනි මට; ඔබෙ දිවිය දිදුලන්න!

Black knights don't come along everyday!

 

 

When you lose sleep; when the hours seem long;
When your heart sings, a brand new song;
When your eyes long and lips await;
Lingering the presence; hoping for a life time;
When hugs and kisses seem heaven on earth
When you long for closeness every day apart;
You might never know; how my heart cherishes;
When you give me the hopes of a lifetime; to be by your side;
Nothing seems impossible while I stand here with you;
Take my hand; guide me through life;
Let me pick you up, if you ever fall;
Be my strength, my breath and my future..
Let me be the one you wake up to;
Life has a reason for everything that happens;
Angels do fall from heaven all of a sudden
Let me be the one you are proud to call yours;
Let our hands entangle for years;
Let’s make this journey a worthy to live;
Just one nod and let’s create the heaven in earth !

Surgery to the soul !

I am a woman and I am beautiful! How many of us (women) can say this out loud and not be laughed upon or frowned upon?

 

 

 

Beauty is so overrated in our society the general expectation is a woman to be "beautiful". Let's say it is a fair expectation. We never say we expect all men to be "handsome". Do we ever? I think something is strangely wrong somewhere and society needs a change!

 

Over the last few decades, the world surely has gone through so much that from photo-shopped advertisements using women to the ever growing porn industry has revolutionized the definition of "beauty" of a woman. The "exception" has now become the "normal". Somewhere in between the definition has so much narrowed down to hairless bodies and spotless faces.

 

Unfortunately, the woman by nature being a creature that needs acceptance has fallen in to the trap of wanting to feel being a part of an accepted crowd. And the things they do (including me)! Something that bothers me so much is who dictated this new definition of beauty? And what makes you think it will not keep on changing? and who knows for the better or worst?

 

So are we going to keep on changing to meet the never ending needs of probably a handful percentage of people in this world? Who would any woman try so hard, go through a lot of pain ( mind you waxing hurts..i bet botox injections do too...and the money spent on all the surgeries.. ) to be what "society" wants you to be?

 

( These thoughts worried me too much in recent past that I had to pen this down) I am a strong believer of inner beauty of a woman. It has a deeper meaning and a lasting impression. Simply you may even refer to as a beautiful soul. But how many of us do anything to be beautiful inside?Unfortunately everyone is too busy working on a pretty face.

 

I think it is high time that before its too late to voice out and start acting out to show that we are beautiful in our own way in our own skin - just the way we were born! Yes we have hairy bodies, scars that tells our story, we come in all sizes and that is what we are.

 

Ladies- this is a call out to you to start thinking of being beautiful inside to get rid of all that negativity, jealousy, infidelity, insecurities and pride. Trust be you will make a lasting impression on a lot more people (and it might make you feel a lot bigger than just leaving impressions in bed)

 

Well and if you have too much of cash and would want to get a surgery done to make your "assets" bigger and better, why not try a fast one? A SURGERY TO YOUR SOUL!

 

Let's live the change so the world will accept women for who they are - beautiful within!

 

 

Race with me!

Don't laugh at me !