~ Angel Caught Off Guard ~

 

A silver ray; a genuine hope:

A bright day; a beautiful note:

A smile all day; night no longer bored;

A fresh perspective; what you denote!

 

Life's been too harsh; it's dwindled you

Some tore you apart and it's crushed you

Some stole your love; a lost soul - are you?

Life's speeding past; but where are you?

 

You’ve missed stops all along your way

Dare you – not think hope fades away

Hope is but a decimal; you think that way

Have you ever lived your life away?

 

Strange dreams, strangers, strange feelings afloat

7 days is all it took, off guard we were caught

Do angels exist; you questioned a lot

Did you know? you were one – after all!

 

When I called you, My Friend!

In a sky full of stars, you seemed to shine so bright;

When trusting someone was so difficult, 

you seem to show me a way for some goodness;

At least I thought (that seems more appropriate)!

I called you my FRIEND! (mind you not a lot get called that way)

Some times you challenged my belief;

I thought you were so fake!

But the voice within me said, trust until you are deceived;

So here I go, trusting the newly met FRIEND !

What I didn't know was that you had a life that was broken that you try to mend;

And that life didn't have room for a faithful friend.

Don't know yet what it is,

that you were so embarrassed about..

Certain things you made me do, I barely did for the most closest to my heart;

But the way you made me feel empty, got no words to explain!

You were a coward, who couldn't step closer to me;

Who couldn't just appreciate my time I spent on you, yes JUST on you !

All you could do was stare and call me;

and you were just steps away !!

Was it embarrassment? Wasn't I good enough? 

Or was I chasing away your other options? (caz no one would think I am just a friend)

Breaking my heart was not what you did, let me tell you when I find a word for what you did!

So here's me walking away...

Well trust is a difficult thing, and one day you asked me why I am I so hard?

Why my heart is so toughen up?

Well, you now have an answer..

It is caz of people like you, who keeps on breaking the heart,

When I called you, MY FRIEND !

Surgery to the soul !

I am a woman and I am beautiful! How many of us (women) can say this out loud and not be laughed upon or frowned upon?

 

 

 

Beauty is so overrated in our society the general expectation is a woman to be "beautiful". Let's say it is a fair expectation. We never say we expect all men to be "handsome". Do we ever? I think something is strangely wrong somewhere and society needs a change!

 

Over the last few decades, the world surely has gone through so much that from photo-shopped advertisements using women to the ever growing porn industry has revolutionized the definition of "beauty" of a woman. The "exception" has now become the "normal". Somewhere in between the definition has so much narrowed down to hairless bodies and spotless faces.

 

Unfortunately, the woman by nature being a creature that needs acceptance has fallen in to the trap of wanting to feel being a part of an accepted crowd. And the things they do (including me)! Something that bothers me so much is who dictated this new definition of beauty? And what makes you think it will not keep on changing? and who knows for the better or worst?

 

So are we going to keep on changing to meet the never ending needs of probably a handful percentage of people in this world? Who would any woman try so hard, go through a lot of pain ( mind you waxing hurts..i bet botox injections do too...and the money spent on all the surgeries.. ) to be what "society" wants you to be?

 

( These thoughts worried me too much in recent past that I had to pen this down) I am a strong believer of inner beauty of a woman. It has a deeper meaning and a lasting impression. Simply you may even refer to as a beautiful soul. But how many of us do anything to be beautiful inside?Unfortunately everyone is too busy working on a pretty face.

 

I think it is high time that before its too late to voice out and start acting out to show that we are beautiful in our own way in our own skin - just the way we were born! Yes we have hairy bodies, scars that tells our story, we come in all sizes and that is what we are.

 

Ladies- this is a call out to you to start thinking of being beautiful inside to get rid of all that negativity, jealousy, infidelity, insecurities and pride. Trust be you will make a lasting impression on a lot more people (and it might make you feel a lot bigger than just leaving impressions in bed)

 

Well and if you have too much of cash and would want to get a surgery done to make your "assets" bigger and better, why not try a fast one? A SURGERY TO YOUR SOUL!

 

Let's live the change so the world will accept women for who they are - beautiful within!

 

 

Stranger with an attitude !

Wake up, Dress up and Show up !!