~ Angel Caught Off Guard ~

 

A silver ray; a genuine hope:

A bright day; a beautiful note:

A smile all day; night no longer bored;

A fresh perspective; what you denote!

 

Life's been too harsh; it's dwindled you

Some tore you apart and it's crushed you

Some stole your love; a lost soul - are you?

Life's speeding past; but where are you?

 

You’ve missed stops all along your way

Dare you – not think hope fades away

Hope is but a decimal; you think that way

Have you ever lived your life away?

 

Strange dreams, strangers, strange feelings afloat

7 days is all it took, off guard we were caught

Do angels exist; you questioned a lot

Did you know? you were one – after all!

 

Stronger than yesterday

Tears fall down her cheeks;

caz you hit a sensitive place in her heart;

she is fragile in many ways; she never says no if you may ask:

she loves big and she hurt herself big; It's her in many ways you see;

She cares for you so much and she dreams of you big;

She appreciates you and she is fascinated by you;

She feels right when she is with you..

Weak is not the word to call those tears that run through her cheeks;

She has lived and survived those tears since she was a kid;

That is how she let go of her pain;

That is how she stands tall and strong today;

They soak her cheeks, they mess her make up;

They swell her eyes and makes her look weak (in your eyes);

I wish you knew the strong woman in her;

and how she lets go of everything that hurts her;

she will cry rivers of tears when you hurt her;

she will cry herself to sleep when she is hurt;

that is all she knows of letting go; caz no one has stood by her to wipe them away;

So may be you should stop; stop judging her - for the tears that fall down her cheeks;

She ain't weak- that is all she knows;

May be its you who can show her- that the world can be without tears any more:

May be its you who gives her that confidence - being strong no longer requires tears;

May be its you she is looking up to - to draw that strength she sees in you:

May be she is stronger in herself when you hold her tight and show her the world..

May be you are her "stronger than yesterday" flame!

I see you blush :)

Hello there..
New level of creepiness taking me there;
supposedly to cheer me up;
A chaotic , busy life it was; here pops up my chill pill !
You were the definition of simplicity in my eyes;
Times ain't easy to feel good in being you; but you?
you just do it with so much of ease..
Who'd knew such little was needed; to catch me off guard..
Years of building walls; years of rejecting love;
years of rejecting closeness; may be I see an end?

It seems miles apart - well it is miles apart; seems so impossible;
Yet my heart yearns for the feeling; that I seem to dearly miss.

Warmth is when you wrap me up in your arms so tight;
Caring is when you clean my mess;
Hope is when you look right in to me;
Peace is when your fingers entangle in mine;
Fondness is how you see me as who I am;
Craziness is roaming the streets at night;
Honesty is sharing without judgement;
Completeness is what makes me write these lines..

Something whispers that you are special; worth going that extra mile.
Even if that means counting days; to see you one more time.
Distance makes hearts grow fonder; hope ours will grow with time.

Hey you, the precious one ( yes I see you blush );
this call is out to you..
to build that home, that is just mine !!

Daddy will you?

Sanity for my breakfast !

Lying on the bed and there runs my mind;

you have poisoned me with your charming smile..

unspoken words and a loud scream..

to save from sinking in insanity..

pinch me so I stay awake;

not drown in dreams that fade away..

eyes blink so fast watching distant images;

to have one more look at you,

before you fade.

being a stalker would have earned me millions;

thanks to you - the fading self!

Poisoned by your words and your presence;

adrenaline rush is what I feel.

my heart is a mystery, that I can vouch..

Neither I understand what kicks it alive..

wondering is all i do watching you..

to find that sparkle, my heart has seen..

well....

here rings my alarm, time to get out of my bed..

breakfast she shouts, my mum that is...

BUT...

here goes another morning...

with no food for breakfast ...caz you..

made me have my sanity instead !

ඉඩ දෙන්න සඳුනි මට; ඔබෙ දිවිය දිදුලන්න!

Black knights don't come along everyday!

 

 

When you lose sleep; when the hours seem long;
When your heart sings, a brand new song;
When your eyes long and lips await;
Lingering the presence; hoping for a life time;
When hugs and kisses seem heaven on earth
When you long for closeness every day apart;
You might never know; how my heart cherishes;
When you give me the hopes of a lifetime; to be by your side;
Nothing seems impossible while I stand here with you;
Take my hand; guide me through life;
Let me pick you up, if you ever fall;
Be my strength, my breath and my future..
Let me be the one you wake up to;
Life has a reason for everything that happens;
Angels do fall from heaven all of a sudden
Let me be the one you are proud to call yours;
Let our hands entangle for years;
Let’s make this journey a worthy to live;
Just one nod and let’s create the heaven in earth !

Break Me Not !

Tender words suddenly turns in to harsh..

She has no clue what to believe and what not;

It seems like the world is crashing in; her world is breaking apart;

She misses a world in you; she cannot explain how empty she feels;

Life has made her tough, so she smiles hiding her tears from you.

Did you know the things you called mistakes were a world to her on her own?

Did you ever think that you meant so much to her?

Did you know she let her guard off to let you in?

Well I think you knew all of it but still chose to force yourself out of her world.

She believed in you so much to be the first person to change her world,

change her perception about the world, about men, about life

But,

May be you once more proved her right!

the world is cruel and has no room for chances..

 

 

She has seen the sparks in your eyes;

Excitement in your voice;

Raising heart beat when she looks at you...

Eagerly waiting to be kissed by her lips..

So she doesn't want to believe your words now..

Caz she strongly believes that you rushed through things.

you were confused, scared of commitment, scared of the unknown..

may be scared that she was too strong for you!

 

May be the mistake you did was not give it all time;

let things flow slow, so time will figure things out.

I hope you make things right this time...

just by being your self and giving it time..

she is faithful, committed and loyal...yes you know it!!

May be the spark you want to see is all there but you are too blind by the circumstances

blind by the anxiousness and confusion..you feel nothing but a feeling of lost.

 

You miss her.. Don't you? You still wish you gave her a chance..

So why not? She is all yours out there..( by choice all yours )

May be taking time will take you there..

She is crying out loud, break me not! not again!

But she is strong, no matter what happens, she will rise strong! Stronger than ever..

Caz she will not lose her self over anyone..

But boy try and break her not!!

 

 

 

December came with a surprise !

Breaking her walls to let you in

Date with a stranger

"Strangers in the night
Two lonely people, we were strangers in the night
Up to the moment when we said our first hello little did we know
Love was just a glance away, a warm embracing dance away"
                                                                          - Strangers in the night - Frank Sinatra
 

Fixing the Unfixable

 

Gone!

Controversial love..........

Lust - Are religous boundaries realistic?

Lust is an emotion or feeling of intense desire in the body. It is considered a "hush" word in public even though all living beings secretly are lustful in one or the other way. But are the religous boundaries that are set really exist? Or is it just a grey area which is unrealistic?

 

A loser of the battle of love finds the fairy tale !

එකම බලාපොරොත්තුව !!

ඔබ නිදන , තරු හා මා නොනිදන ;

රාත්‍රිය පුබුදාලු දහසක් සිතුවිලි ..

සිත විමසයි දහසක් දේ ..

නොදනී පිළිතුරු කෙසේ සොයන්නද  කොතැනක?

ඔබ නොදනිද ,  මා නොදන්නෙමි ..

සෑම වදනකම , බැල්මකම, ස්පර්ශයකම ,

සොයනුයේ පිළිතුරුයි, මාගේ විමසන මනසට ;

හෙට දවස බලාපොරොත්තුවක් පමණයි මට;

හුස්ම බිඳුවකට මග බලන ..

අවිනිශ්චිතයි හෙට දවස ; අවිනිශ්චිත ඔබ දිවිය පාමුල ..

වරෙක හද කිතිකවන , වරෙක හද හඬවනා  

ඔබ හෙටත් මගේ වේද ?

අපැහැදිලි මගේ දිවිය හඩනගයි හැම රැයම ..

නිමාවන හැම පැයම , ඇත්තේ එකම බලාපොරොත්තුවයි,

මගේ හදේ ඉකි ගසන කඳුළු බිඳු ;

දෙනයනින් වැටෙන්නට හේතුවක් නොවේවා ,

උදාවන හෙට දිනය ...