I see you blush :)

Hello there..
New level of creepiness taking me there;
supposedly to cheer me up;
A chaotic , busy life it was; here pops up my chill pill !
You were the definition of simplicity in my eyes;
Times ain't easy to feel good in being you; but you?
you just do it with so much of ease..
Who'd knew such little was needed; to catch me off guard..
Years of building walls; years of rejecting love;
years of rejecting closeness; may be I see an end?

It seems miles apart - well it is miles apart; seems so impossible;
Yet my heart yearns for the feeling; that I seem to dearly miss.

Warmth is when you wrap me up in your arms so tight;
Caring is when you clean my mess;
Hope is when you look right in to me;
Peace is when your fingers entangle in mine;
Fondness is how you see me as who I am;
Craziness is roaming the streets at night;
Honesty is sharing without judgement;
Completeness is what makes me write these lines..

Something whispers that you are special; worth going that extra mile.
Even if that means counting days; to see you one more time.
Distance makes hearts grow fonder; hope ours will grow with time.

Hey you, the precious one ( yes I see you blush );
this call is out to you..
to build that home, that is just mine !!

Sanity for my breakfast !

Lying on the bed and there runs my mind;

you have poisoned me with your charming smile..

unspoken words and a loud scream..

to save from sinking in insanity..

pinch me so I stay awake;

not drown in dreams that fade away..

eyes blink so fast watching distant images;

to have one more look at you,

before you fade.

being a stalker would have earned me millions;

thanks to you - the fading self!

Poisoned by your words and your presence;

adrenaline rush is what I feel.

my heart is a mystery, that I can vouch..

Neither I understand what kicks it alive..

wondering is all i do watching you..

to find that sparkle, my heart has seen..

well....

here rings my alarm, time to get out of my bed..

breakfast she shouts, my mum that is...

BUT...

here goes another morning...

with no food for breakfast ...caz you..

made me have my sanity instead !

I am strong in no body’s arms but mine!

 

December came with a surprise !

Breaking her walls to let you in