Daddy will you?

Sanity for my breakfast !

Lying on the bed and there runs my mind;

you have poisoned me with your charming smile..

unspoken words and a loud scream..

to save from sinking in insanity..

pinch me so I stay awake;

not drown in dreams that fade away..

eyes blink so fast watching distant images;

to have one more look at you,

before you fade.

being a stalker would have earned me millions;

thanks to you - the fading self!

Poisoned by your words and your presence;

adrenaline rush is what I feel.

my heart is a mystery, that I can vouch..

Neither I understand what kicks it alive..

wondering is all i do watching you..

to find that sparkle, my heart has seen..

well....

here rings my alarm, time to get out of my bed..

breakfast she shouts, my mum that is...

BUT...

here goes another morning...

with no food for breakfast ...caz you..

made me have my sanity instead !

In a relationship..

World seems to deceive me;

Guess it's taking me on a ride.

Getting me at the hellos;

Leaving my pride aside.

Don't trust my mind shouts loud;

Go with the flow shouts my heart.

Feels like a chaos in the darkness,

Road never seem to end..

A dark cloud that has eternally longed for,

the silver line - so my heart can mend..

Too many disappearing footsteps,

Too many starts that end !

Hey you! calls the invisible one;

get yourself back on track.

You look lost, he softly whispers;

To which I nodded back.

He says- I have never left you

I know darling, I tell him back..

He knows my sorrows and my pain;

My success and my joy;

He is been there throughout it all;

No matter how insane and coy;

Teach me again the ABCs...

Let the known be all destroyed!

So here I am finally falling in love;

With the only one I trust..

Learning the art of self respect;

Hard way I must..

I love how you stand by me all day;

Protecting all my secret lusts..

How I'd wish I can carve out you as a man

As God created human from dust;

World might seem beautiful for a while;

to hold hands and say we must;

Hey there..my own shadow;

Let my body, heart and soul ERUPT !!