When I called you, My Friend!

In a sky full of stars, you seemed to shine so bright;

When trusting someone was so difficult, 

you seem to show me a way for some goodness;

At least I thought (that seems more appropriate)!

I called you my FRIEND! (mind you not a lot get called that way)

Some times you challenged my belief;

I thought you were so fake!

But the voice within me said, trust until you are deceived;

So here I go, trusting the newly met FRIEND !

What I didn't know was that you had a life that was broken that you try to mend;

And that life didn't have room for a faithful friend.

Don't know yet what it is,

that you were so embarrassed about..

Certain things you made me do, I barely did for the most closest to my heart;

But the way you made me feel empty, got no words to explain!

You were a coward, who couldn't step closer to me;

Who couldn't just appreciate my time I spent on you, yes JUST on you !

All you could do was stare and call me;

and you were just steps away !!

Was it embarrassment? Wasn't I good enough? 

Or was I chasing away your other options? (caz no one would think I am just a friend)

Breaking my heart was not what you did, let me tell you when I find a word for what you did!

So here's me walking away...

Well trust is a difficult thing, and one day you asked me why I am I so hard?

Why my heart is so toughen up?

Well, you now have an answer..

It is caz of people like you, who keeps on breaking the heart,

When I called you, MY FRIEND !

Daddy will you?

Sanity for my breakfast !

Lying on the bed and there runs my mind;

you have poisoned me with your charming smile..

unspoken words and a loud scream..

to save from sinking in insanity..

pinch me so I stay awake;

not drown in dreams that fade away..

eyes blink so fast watching distant images;

to have one more look at you,

before you fade.

being a stalker would have earned me millions;

thanks to you - the fading self!

Poisoned by your words and your presence;

adrenaline rush is what I feel.

my heart is a mystery, that I can vouch..

Neither I understand what kicks it alive..

wondering is all i do watching you..

to find that sparkle, my heart has seen..

well....

here rings my alarm, time to get out of my bed..

breakfast she shouts, my mum that is...

BUT...

here goes another morning...

with no food for breakfast ...caz you..

made me have my sanity instead !

In a relationship..

World seems to deceive me;

Guess it's taking me on a ride.

Getting me at the hellos;

Leaving my pride aside.

Don't trust my mind shouts loud;

Go with the flow shouts my heart.

Feels like a chaos in the darkness,

Road never seem to end..

A dark cloud that has eternally longed for,

the silver line - so my heart can mend..

Too many disappearing footsteps,

Too many starts that end !

Hey you! calls the invisible one;

get yourself back on track.

You look lost, he softly whispers;

To which I nodded back.

He says- I have never left you

I know darling, I tell him back..

He knows my sorrows and my pain;

My success and my joy;

He is been there throughout it all;

No matter how insane and coy;

Teach me again the ABCs...

Let the known be all destroyed!

So here I am finally falling in love;

With the only one I trust..

Learning the art of self respect;

Hard way I must..

I love how you stand by me all day;

Protecting all my secret lusts..

How I'd wish I can carve out you as a man

As God created human from dust;

World might seem beautiful for a while;

to hold hands and say we must;

Hey there..my own shadow;

Let my body, heart and soul ERUPT !!

I am strong in no body’s arms but mine!

 

ඉඩ දෙන්න සඳුනි මට; ඔබෙ දිවිය දිදුලන්න!

Black knights don't come along everyday!

 

 

When you lose sleep; when the hours seem long;
When your heart sings, a brand new song;
When your eyes long and lips await;
Lingering the presence; hoping for a life time;
When hugs and kisses seem heaven on earth
When you long for closeness every day apart;
You might never know; how my heart cherishes;
When you give me the hopes of a lifetime; to be by your side;
Nothing seems impossible while I stand here with you;
Take my hand; guide me through life;
Let me pick you up, if you ever fall;
Be my strength, my breath and my future..
Let me be the one you wake up to;
Life has a reason for everything that happens;
Angels do fall from heaven all of a sudden
Let me be the one you are proud to call yours;
Let our hands entangle for years;
Let’s make this journey a worthy to live;
Just one nod and let’s create the heaven in earth !