Break Me Not !

Tender words suddenly turns in to harsh..

She has no clue what to believe and what not;

It seems like the world is crashing in; her world is breaking apart;

She misses a world in you; she cannot explain how empty she feels;

Life has made her tough, so she smiles hiding her tears from you.

Did you know the things you called mistakes were a world to her on her own?

Did you ever think that you meant so much to her?

Did you know she let her guard off to let you in?

Well I think you knew all of it but still chose to force yourself out of her world.

She believed in you so much to be the first person to change her world,

change her perception about the world, about men, about life

But,

May be you once more proved her right!

the world is cruel and has no room for chances..

 

 

She has seen the sparks in your eyes;

Excitement in your voice;

Raising heart beat when she looks at you...

Eagerly waiting to be kissed by her lips..

So she doesn't want to believe your words now..

Caz she strongly believes that you rushed through things.

you were confused, scared of commitment, scared of the unknown..

may be scared that she was too strong for you!

 

May be the mistake you did was not give it all time;

let things flow slow, so time will figure things out.

I hope you make things right this time...

just by being your self and giving it time..

she is faithful, committed and loyal...yes you know it!!

May be the spark you want to see is all there but you are too blind by the circumstances

blind by the anxiousness and confusion..you feel nothing but a feeling of lost.

 

You miss her.. Don't you? You still wish you gave her a chance..

So why not? She is all yours out there..( by choice all yours )

May be taking time will take you there..

She is crying out loud, break me not! not again!

But she is strong, no matter what happens, she will rise strong! Stronger than ever..

Caz she will not lose her self over anyone..

But boy try and break her not!!

 

 

 

A moment of truth..

As strong as she may seem, today reality did struck her. She was panting for breath, so helpless. Embarrassed and given up, she felt so weak. So much that she felt like the world is crashing in. Today was a day filled with lot of moments of truth that she had to believe that may be god or nature is speaking to her to convince her about who she is. The day was indeed full of surprises. Things that someone would call co-incidents seemed to happen one after the other. All those happy moments and news in the morning made her do the happy dance million times. Such a teenager at times - she is. Well looks like someone is making her feel so!

 

 

Then the evening - physically broken, mentally let down, she was never made up for giving up but she had to and it broke her down. Exposed herself to so much of insecurity and doubt. She sits under a tree when everything seems blurry and sophisticated. She was barely conscious. Shivering hands, sweaty palms, numb body in pain, unconscious mind - all of it was taking a troll on her. She was feeling lonely, weak and exposed. Many a times the thought of letting this dark secret ( admitting she was weak and gave up ) be told to someone special crossed her mind - she wasn't sure if she should. She sure did not like to see a loss of faith in her but she can never be fake, she will never lie. So she chose what was right! Wrote everything with shivering , sweaty fingers and hoped she stayed conscious to be done. She will never forget all the thoughts that occupied her mind.

 

Surrounding scared her so much..Moms doing yoga with their kids to a rhythm, couples laughing and walking by, parents with kids playing, people running and cycling, voice training classes and a choir singing, five squirrels randomly running all over the place, branches of a tree resembling a naked woman....It was all happening so fast and that was just a moment of truth for her to realize who she is. She vowed her self to work towards what she needs. She's got one more year and she will get there.

 

Last entire month of her life seemed like everything that happened was meant to be and the feeling was great. All of it lead to today and so many realities can never hit any human being like this in one day and surprisingly even meeting a good cop in SL !

 

Well life after all is so beautiful in its own way and when you least expect something, it gives you wonders that you start believing about the power of moments. And yes she does now believe that in this life, there is always a purpose and nature will always have a way of showing you the road. It could be pretty blunt at times but what's better than making things so clear!  She loved it as much as it scared her.

 

She is still very strong in her mind and may be if she did not give up today, she would have never experienced this life changing moment of truth where she felt what it's like to be felt weak! If anything that happened today had any impact, it only made her a little bit more stronger. It takes a lot of courage to admit that you were feeling weak but the moment you do it, you will always find nothing but confidence in your self the same way she did. She will surely reach a few steps higher. I bet she is wishing for more moments of truth so she gets to know something more about herself a little bit better than yesterday!

 

 

When your time runs out

24 hours go by ; you call it day:

672 hours: a month it is called :

8736 hours gone ; a year has passed by!

 

December came with a surprise !

Breaking her walls to let you in

Poverty I see in the rich..

Confession of an unfaithful soul

Somewhere between you and me;

Somewhere between right and wrong;

Somewhere between temptation and commitment;

You lost yourself to me!

 

 

Date with a stranger

"Strangers in the night
Two lonely people, we were strangers in the night
Up to the moment when we said our first hello little did we know
Love was just a glance away, a warm embracing dance away"
                                                                          - Strangers in the night - Frank Sinatra
 

Portrait of Confidence, Courage and Failure

She is your woman!

She is a soul on fire. Her days are exciting and she has something to celebrate every day. Nothing can bring her down. She will rise brighter tomorrow if you bring her down today. You make her cry today and her smile will light up millions tomorrow and your memories will fade away. She is independent, she is strong. She has her mind set on what she wants. She knows where she is going.

 

 

She is being hurt. She is being broken many a times. But she never stops! She will never!!

 

She has a big heart. She will love you to bits. Her care can be overwhelming and you might not know what to do with it. You might think it is too much to take but some day you will realize that her caring can never be found any where else.

 

She is hot and she has her own definition of sexiness in her. She doesnt imitate. She is her own hero. She laughs and you will want to laugh with her. She talks and her eyes will make you wonder. Her dreams will make you wonder if anyone could be so imaginative.

 

She is stubborn. Well...very stubborn. She has a say in everything. She will know what she want in life and she will fight for it. If she believes in something she will defend it no matter what, if it makes her lose herself.

 

She is a child at times. She will cry often. She will want your attention and she will have some drama in life to make sure you pay attention to her. She expects your love and she longs to be admired by you. She dresses up for you..just for your eyes!

 

She could be a tigeress where it is needed ( well there isn't anything wrong in it ladies and gentlemen! ) and she will show you that heaven is earth.

 

She is educated, smart and intelligent. She has a dream career mapped in her head. All she wants you to do is be around to listen to her chaos at work and just listen. She doesn't need your advices all the time. She is her own boss. Just hug her when she needs it and she will be fine soon.

 

She notices small things. she will know if you dont say "hi" the same way as the first day she met you. She could be peculiar all the time and that is she being herself. She is precious and she needs you!

 

This is none other than your woman. You might not see it today. You might be blind to it. You might have stayed with her for so long that you have forgotten the little details of her. She is your woman!

 

Treat her the way any woman wants to be treated as - a princess!

Stranger with an attitude !

Fixing the Unfixable

 

I run things, things don't run me..

When it feels overwhelmed by the judgements of the society, you start thinking of what matters to you the most. Some times the harsh truth is no matter how much you care about people, they will not return the same. It is natural to people to see everything as something "unacceptable" if it doesn't fit their criteria of how you should live your life.

 

Gone!

Wake up, Dress up and Show up !!

Controversial love..........

Lust - Are religous boundaries realistic?

Lust is an emotion or feeling of intense desire in the body. It is considered a "hush" word in public even though all living beings secretly are lustful in one or the other way. But are the religous boundaries that are set really exist? Or is it just a grey area which is unrealistic?

 

Boardroom Etiquette - Time To Break Free...

Young, Wild and Free are not usual eligible entrants to the Boardroom as per all set traditional standards of board room etiquette. Traditionally boradroom discussions are mostly one way and only experienced professionals are a part of it.

 

 

 

Dont let the curves or the softness of skin fool you!

To all men...!

 

 

Dont let the curves or the softness of skin fool you;

Us, women  were created for a purpose.

And that ain't to be house wives or just cook and serve family;

We do have bigger dreams and our own needs..

If you are planning to fight for your freedom, talk about being independent..

If you think flirting is an art of a man, and you can get away with anything that happens..

We want you to know that as women, it is same with us too..

We are sincere but if needed, we can play games..may be a lot better than you do..

We are faithful but if you want to cheat, we can cheat in style too..

We are competent but would like to share the pride in winning..

You say that we are emotional; and yes we are..

That is the same reason why we are better leaders at times..

we are closer to the people we work with..

Do not miunsderstand our independence for our attitude,

it takes a lot of strength to stand out from the rest in a world ruled by men..

We might sound arrogant but we speak for a reason.

Don't judge us by the acts of the minority..

Not all of us need flirting to get somewhere in life.

Not all of us require relationship with the boss to climb up the ladder at work..

Not all of use think beauty is the way for everything..

Not all of us waste time plotting someone's failure..

Not all of us need a man to finance us..

We are some times weak..but will always be back stronger..

We are ambitious and can take on anyone..

We might not look physically stronger but you know we bear many times the pain you can't even tolerate..

We are mothers and our blood turns to milk too..

We are born leaders and care givers..

We are so many things in one body...

We consider you supporters but we dont want to depend..

Let us live our life and make our life..

Respect us for standing on our own and let us be who we are..

Do not try to limit us to houses..or raising kids..caz we are not born to do one thing..

We can be fighters too..

Stop looking at us as we are fighting a loosing battle..

At least start it now. so there will be a better hope, better future for your kids..

Caz one day, your daughters will live this same life..

will go through what you are letting us go through today..

Change it today for her to live a better independent tomorrow!

Change it today so you can be a proud dad!

 

 

 

 

Lost soul looking for comfort in a stranger!